There’s been so much hurt committed by both sides

Looking back on our relationship, idk if I ever could have succeeded. There was no way I could defeat his self-abusive mindset. I don’t think there was anything I could to do make him believe I truly wanted him, that wanted no one else and that I loved him. You can’t convince someone they’re so incredibly special and such a blessing to the world if their hypercritical mindset is so deeply entrenched. The whole thing just sucks so effing much.

I really miss him

There’s plenty of fault on my end but that’s another conversation.

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5199651&forum_id=2#45231117)

There's a girl I like, but I don’t think there is anything I could do to make her believe I truly want to be with her. You can’t convince someone they’re so incredibly special to you and how the two of you would make such a wonderful couple if their mind is completely closed to the idea. The whole thing just sucks so effing much.

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5199651&forum_id=2#45231131)

I still remember the exact feeling of my cheek against his

#Smoochable

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5199651&forum_id=2#45232319)

also, have you considered telling him directly how you feel? maybe he has no idea you're still pining for him more than a year later

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5199651&forum_id=2#45236678)

anyway she poasted a thread with a mirror selfie of her and shrekli (she was looking really good in it too!). this was right after shrekli got released and infamously had a google spreadsheet where woman could sign up to come over and fuck him. she claimed that they had been in correspondence for a while and nothing happened. from what we've seen of gjr here she's doesn't seem like the type of girl any man, much less shkreli, would invite over just for a platonic hang.

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5199651&forum_id=2#49046507)