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I have been wanting to detransition because honestly life is hell as a trans girl living in the USA. I feel like I have lost so many opportunities and people are just mean all the time. It would be easier if I just detransition. It will make my life so much easier in every way, like I can travel without being misgendered or having to prove my femininity to people all the damn time. As a trans person I feel like I am just hated for existing or tolerated at public places. My husband won’t be happy with this decision and would want to divorce because he is a straight guy. We did have a hypothetical convo about it so I know him very well. But I love him so much and I don’t want to loose him. I already lost my family and most of my friends when I transitioned and now if I detransition I will lose my husband too. What do I do?

I have always felt that I am a girl even if I try to be masculine. I feel like I will have to act masculine if I detransition and present as a man. Thinking about living as a man scares me as I would be presenting as a man for the whole world but inside I will be a scared woman trying to navigate men’s spaces.

The moving option-we can’t really move right away as I am not ready to sell my house. I made so many memories here. But if it had to come to that it would be sometime way later in the future but I am not sure if I can take the hate that long. I never thought in a million years that my country would change so much with this new admin and this has brought a high level of increase in hate crimes.

I made omelette in air fryer.

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5884716&forum_id=2#50014065)

There are no female places on the internet because they won't police their communities because it's "mean." This is perfect little example on why they shouldn't vote.

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5884716&forum_id=2#50014094)