Date: July 24th, 2026 9:01 PM Author: Very Tactful Splenetic Indirect Expression Theater
i don't quite know how i feel, its a mix
part of me feels ancient - not because i'm somehow superior to others, but because i'm spent a tremendous amount of time and energy delving into some pretty gnarly aspects about human nature and the world in general
part feels my age or older - i run "hot" where i'm constantly in analytic mode, which puts substantial somatic pressure on my body. and i can't lose weight
part of me feels really young - with a non-redemptive worldview, i no longer expect to be redeemed or saved in the future, which otherwise contributes substantially to aging when hopes for that stuff don't materialize. so i can live much more in the moment
Date: July 25th, 2026 12:35 AM Author: naked elastic band
I know they don't really look related but just based on the overall presentation and fashion sense I immediately LOL'd when the video started, once I realized what it's about, because she evokes (to my admittedly golden retriever-ish eyes so YMMV) a no nonsense drill sergeant bizarro realm version of Luna Lovegood IMO - not a meanspirited bone in her body, simply telling you her 100% unfiltered opinion at all times with no concern for or even probably awareness of social conventions (for better or worse, depending on the context!) 🐶
Date: July 25th, 2026 1:00 PM Author: naked elastic band
[Autoadmit poasters] are mythical, mistletoe-infesting creatures from the Harry Potter series believed in almost exclusively by Luna Lovegood and her father, Xenophilius
how could you possibly know what it should feel like to be any age? That said I often see people and think they look older than me but in reality balding doods with 2 young kids could easily be a few years younger than me, which is weird. The other day a cashier was running my id and commented that I didn't look 40. She was purple haired and fat but it still took me off guard.
Date: July 26th, 2026 4:54 AM Author: self-absorbed mental disorder pozpig
I mean I'm a full blown peter pan motherfucker, I refuse to do things just because adults think you must and I will die having never progressed beyond the responsibility level of a 20 year old
OP idk you want to go down these rabbit holes and be a High Loser but idk, you have the same drives that many of us do. Like Nerds do the same thing. You should see the current State of 32x home brew. The level of Engineering prowess is unfathomable. Liberal artists have the same drive but they do it with liberal arts. But I just don’t know what the fuck anyone sees in “human nature” of all things. 99% of behavior is just phenotype expression. The Clique that you were in in School is highly salient imho.
I think with MIG does is less of a waste of time than what you do. Liberal arts, but putting “humanity” and its bs aside and just focusing on extremely abstruse, unimportant liberal arts rabbit holes w/r/t the Divine.