Then the sexual history topic came up. Turns out her count is 26 (shes 25) . Only one was a long term relationship, rest were hookups. She had a roster at one point and even a threesome mfm ( all of this took place in a span of 7 months). Also found out she slept with another guy during our first week of talking, before anything was official.

I swear when I heard it, it felt like someone stuck a knife in my chest. Literally cried in the shower that night, not proud of it. And the worst part is when I'm actually with her all I feel is love. It's only after, when the thoughts start, that it kills me.

Honestly wish she never told me. Ignorance is bliss type shit. I talked to her about this and tried to break up with her but she started crying and begged me to stay and I caved in. How do I get over this or is this impossible?

Edit: My body count is 4 excluding her 1 long term relationship and 3 short term.

(https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5892274&forum_id=2#50062729)