it's open-ended tbh but i won't let myself stay like this forever. my excuse is that i somehow got flagged by pharmacies and haven't been able to get Adderall in three years - Adderall is the only thing that keeps me from overeating. but i eat really healthy so my labs are amazing, fertility off the charts etc... it's just the aesthetics and joint strain that are no good
i was on Adderall for a decade and then idk what happened. pharmacies kept saying they were "out" when i showed up to pick it up, even after sometimes telling me on the phone that my Rx was filled. my doctor said none of his other patients in my city were having problems getting it so idk what's up with that.
no glp-1s for me because i prefer my current state over hypothetically being malnourished and looking a little better. i don't trust myself to do impeccable meal planning and nutrient tracking without a desire for food guiding my decisions. as it is, i eat a whole, varied diet because i just follow my cravings.
if i were fat enough that my labs were bad or something then i'd definitely consider using a glp-1 until i got out of whatever danger zone.
yeah like i said idk why. but i definitely caught them lying to me. i tried different pharmacies but most were CVS locations. my sister's husband's mom is a pharmacist and she agreed with my assessment that i probably got flagged for something i did without realizing, like maybe i accidentally tried to pick up a week early and that was enough for a system to flag me as drugseeking or whatever. she told me that when i get back on health insurance and get a new doctor, i should ask him to call the pharmacy and see what's up.
yeah idk. planning to request my CURES record from the state in case the flag is there. but first i might try asking this rly nice pharmacist, if she even still works there, i feel like she'd tell me the truth
Date: October 11th, 2026 10:40 AM Author: hot idea he suggested
Do you think that I may be in the danger zone? I’m a bit older than you but my labs are all over the place. High blood pressure, elevated heart rate, I always have high WBC due to internal inflammation.
Date: October 11th, 2026 2:52 AM Author: Marvelous Temple
"eating healthy" (whatever you think that means) does not insulate you from the health consequences of being overweight. if your lab results were good it's some combination of relative youth, not having been fat for very long, or not being severely overweight. fats always make these claims but the strain on your organs and overall destruction of your metabolism in a fat person is from unnaturally supporting all the extra fatty tissue. there is no such thing is a really healthy obese person who pulls this off by eating well. it's always a health threat.
it's also damn near impossible to gain a lot of weight if you're actually eating a healthy diet, another fact that fats love to deny.
not sure the weight but i'm the same size now as in those pics - that's why i poasted them to show how chubby i am rn. i don't take a lot of body pix at this weight, so they were from last year rather than this year.
Date: October 11th, 2026 10:03 AM Author: Fucking Fuckface
All the more reason for my post
It may not always be front of mind, but this forum is a temple of scholarship. We can't redact the most sacred of subjects, or we lose an important part of what we are
Date: October 11th, 2026 11:21 AM Author: Fucking Fuckface
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it was just a dress with cleavage but i took them down because my hair and face looked like SPS (i don't usually wear a lot of makeup but i was for the shoot and it hella aged me)
Date: October 11th, 2026 3:53 PM Author: French Excitant Theater
My whore refuses to send a picture I took of her drunk and showing a nipple in the children's Lego area at a pizza place. She said if she sends it I'll send it to all her friends on ig.