Date: September 17th, 2026 12:24 PM Author: big-titted menage
Walking to office this AM passed a well dressed chap, Euro probably, talking to a pretty associate, sipping his coffee and enjoying a cigarette in the morning sun. Which you don't see very often these days, but as I thought to myself, goddamn, you bastard.
Date: September 28th, 2026 11:51 PM Author: gamers rise up
ngl it would have been kind of epic if you actually went through with your suicide after having tons of 10/10 sex with your 10/10 hot blonde teen soul mate
i mean life literally does not get any better than that
Date: September 29th, 2026 12:01 AM Author: amethyst demanding pistol masturbator
I totally get that. That happened to me towards the end of a relationship with a chick who wasn't into me anymore. I couldn't do perfunctory sex. It didn't last long after that.
So you two straight up don't love each other anymore, zero spark, and you're just toughing out misery together for the kids and God or what?
Date: September 29th, 2026 12:54 AM Author: amethyst demanding pistol masturbator
It seems like in modern times society is just not set up for two people to really want to stay together forever. It's very rare. Too much potential for individual pursuits and diverging interests. Everyone is a special snowflake. Difficult to still feel attached to somebody forever.
We have all been there dood. The one who got away. My life played out pretty similarly except with stormy pale brunettes instead of blondes.
I think you can really only be in love to the max when you're in your late teens and early 20s. The hormonal shit is off the charts. Mix in sex and alcohol and it's a magical time. The only thing that gets me back there is reading Brideshead Revisited and listening to Radiohead B-sides. Only so much you can do to Go Back. Life is almost entirely shit after 25 no matter how good it goes.
Date: September 29th, 2026 12:09 AM Author: amethyst demanding pistol masturbator
It be like that fr. A twitch upon the thread. You should really read Brideshead Revisited and make yourself feel ten times worse. Also listen to Townes Van Zandt - If I Needed You. You may experience some suicidal emotions.
Date: September 29th, 2026 12:11 AM Author: ferengi
all about mindset. a lot of xoers have fully succumbed to pessimism and resigned themselves to joylessness so yeah there's no hope for some of y'all but HATP still has light in his eyes
Date: September 29th, 2026 12:01 AM Author: Light hominid
Yeah, they do, when you have a bone in your hand that dies and you are never going to be medically cleared to play football again. They offered me a position as a coaches assistant, but I said no thank you and just focused on academics and being a cadet. If I'm not playing football, I have no interest in holding a clipboard on the sidelines - I did other things instead.
Date: September 29th, 2026 12:28 AM Author: Light hominid
No. I threw all this away, torched my Los Angeles life, and I was an invited walk-on. Made the team, traveled, but was non-scholarship. I was all in on the dream - or, looking at it objectively, I gave my old life away and broke my body for nothing.